it's not like we didn't had more important things to do...

Honestly four days left and we are still in chaos...
but that didn't stop us to have fun and goofing around with all that wedding stress hanging around our necks ,tho maybe it would be less stress if I was more organized like my future husband XD
So our days mostly passed by walking to municipality ,to some other important institutions to allow and aprove our marriage ,and yes ,that famous woman who translate our documents damn it... so slow I will freakj out of her slowness -.-''

In meantime ,we try to not stress a lot so we went to the center of city to watch that horror movie that honey wanted to see, Honestly I was affraid of it without even see it first... but I said in myself how horrible it can be....
Before cinema we done some things with translations and after that I brought honey to try the best ice cream in Belgrade ,and I didn't made mistake because he really liked it and he also took some macarons which mostly are not my favorite ,but he aparently like them a lot :)
We becoming fat really fast,and on top of that I should not gain any kilos if I think to fit in dress damn it ><
Since we got killed by ice cream, we took a long walk to cinema to feel better . Which didn't really help XD
And cinema, dear God... I'm gonna have traumas of that fucking movie ...Seriously ,I'm not joking when I say I don't like horrors,and especially when the ugly teeths are included like in 'Dream Catcher' for example .... So yeah now most of you will get the hint that I watched 'IT' with my honey -.-'...when I saw there gonna be part 2, I told him that the continue of this movie can watch with his brother, I don't want to see any like that >.<

 three days after mooore obligations ,we were out again....First station was St.Sava church, it was time to place some prayers and light some candles... but what I didn't know is that a museum down under in the church is open so people can see it.... I only saw it was mentioned in thenewspapers, but never saw it ,so honey and I went there first time,and well we remainded amazed...everything looks so luxurous and in gold.... yet I could feel the peace which whole temple have it even if there was lot of people... we drop by in new opened ,first LEGO store ,where I found extra much fun making my own lego XD It was nice ...and honey bought me few thingies there ,I was happy like a little kid there XDD And of course two piggies didn't skip a day to not drop by in McD of course...and we ate for two ,and even bought happy meal just because of cute Hello Kitty toy XD Yes yes I do love Hello Kitty *.* So with full stomachs we headed home .

So no matter how much stress is on the way...there have to be a bit of time to relax ...even if just 4 days left hehehehe

Okey that is small update from me , but I believe I will write more ...

XOXO:***

meeting aunt and brother

hello again :)
As I said in my previous post ,we are using some time to visit and meet with lot of people.... Today we went contryside ,grandma and uncle couldn't wait to see honey ,so we hurried there to meet with them ... Also ,my brother Nemanja was also expected to come there atafternoon , so we were hanging out there and waited for him , while waiting we all had a nice lunch that grandma prepared, mom was there too :)
Then Nemanja arrived right for a desert XD He met honey and those two get along amazing , I could see right away that my brother liked him , so they talked about basketball ,and since my brother is working on the ship ,he is traveling around the world ,and he were in Canada too,so he had lot of topics to talk with Nemanja about that :)

After that my aunt (who is separated from my uncle and she lives in Belgrade) called all of us to go to her before we go home because she also wanted to meet honey. Then we sit a bit more with unccle and grandma ,talked about some details about wedding ,and decided that Nemanja will be a bestmen for honey,which made me rally happy since two of them seemed happy about it too :)
Then Nemanja ,honey ,mom and me left to aunt's place , to see her... there we get some coffee and desert and had more fun time taking pictures and got some nice memories before the wedding day... :)
Then two of us had to go back home because we wanted to arrive home earlier and to rest a bit :)
that is how another day passed... still more to go :)

see ya :*
xoxox

meeting with friends

hello everyone...
I haven't wrote since my future husband arrived 2 days ago , which is I think normal ,because I missed him a lotr and I couldn't wait to spend time with him <3
In front of us is really bysy period ... we have a lot to prepare before wedding ,which is most his documents to be translated to serbian for municipality ,and lot of other things.... my head is starting to hurt just when I think about it -,- '

But today we decided to relax ,and use this few days to meet with family and friends ,and then from Monday to start working hard for the wedding preparations.
 So,since I was really selfish and kept all in secret until the moment I announced my engagement, all my friends freaked out, and wanted to meet my future husband . But I didn't wanted to expose him .
Now since is gonna be our wedding it's time to meet all my friends and family :)
We started with Iva and Dragana , we set to meet in coffeedream of course for a coffee since I was dead from fucking work.

After all I'm glad that they all get along perfectly ,and it seems like honey and Iva even got some topics in common which is great  :0  Dragana said that she is still really surprised how all this happened so sudden and she can't believe we are getting married, but I guess everyone is going to realize that on a wedding day.

This was one really nice hangout with my friends and my love ,we had a nice time taking pictures ,laughing and talking .... so my two friends approve my choice heheh :)
how about the rest of the family and friends ;)))

See ya with my next updates :*

xoxo

after a long time ....

Hello again me ,after a long time ,
I didn't really had a time to write ,I was busy with preparations and with work ,and honestly work is not an excuse....Really that energy there consumes everything good from me,I don't know if it's about people or just stress of such a simple but yet so frustrating work ,it really makes me weak.

But let's not talk too much about work... tho,all my coworkers were kinda reaaaaaly surprised when I got engaged ,and they didn't expect me to get married that soon,so my announce to only two persons in industry,that I'm getting married in October exploded like a bomb,in less than 24 hours... XD
I understand them tho,because getting married in such a short time, with someone from other country leads those people to think I'm getting married because of papers,because that is a mentality of our people here,it's characteristic... So I had a really hard time explaining that I'm getting married because I REALLY DO LOVE my boyfriend, and that I would never be able to get married just because of interest and live with someone I don't truly love. But I guess they are all mostly materialistic ,so they think everyone are too...

Btw ,what is really matters is that my dear is arriving on September 25th,....and that is really make me happy,I can't wait to see him <3
And also more good news is that Ana (my best friend and braidsmaid) is arriving with her mom on October 9th but at night, and honey's mom arriving on October 10th... so we have a lot of arrivals :)
I can't wait to see everyone gathered <3
that is all from me now :)

Wedding is decided !!!

It's been a while ,isn't it ?
To be honest since my darling is left ,I wasn't really in the mood to write and so I didn't want to force anything ...
Lot of thing happened in between... and honestly I don't know where to start .
But I won't go too much in details,like I haven't done even before, the last I want is to make public my private life....
What is most important is that my darling and I decided to get married , and after so much days and hours spend on talking when it's gonna be ,where is gonna be, how is gonna be.... it's finnally set for October 11th .
So far most of the planning is on me.... and it puts a lot of stress on me ....so far I reserved the venue , rented a dress , have a hairstylist, had an appointment for  decorations too...and other things that left to get done are ones that waits for honey to come, which gonna be around end of September... we gonna have two weeks before wedding to get everything done related to wedding preparations ...and two weeks after wedding to solve the documents and prepare them so honey can send them when he come back there... :)

Basically that is it... I'm getting marrieeeeeed ... *.*

the hardest is to let you go...

I just come back home from airport.
I feel so sad ,and I feel like someone ripped out my heart, it's breaking.
I really hate any kind of separations...
All way to the airport I felt like I couldn't breathe and I really fight with my emotions and tried to remind strong as much as I could. I knew for him was also hard , I could see it on his face ,too.
He was hidding behind that amazing smile, like he was tried to be strong for both of us , he still made some jokes too, but mostly whole way to there we remained silent .

I'm really not in the mood to even write this or talk about it.... because all I had in my head is 'I don't want to let him go' ... even if I know we gonna see each outher ,and we are engaged ,we gonna get married too eventually some day... so even knowing all this ,and knowing his feelings,I was sad, I so get used to his presence here everyday,to wake up beside him ,get up beside him ....doing everything toghether ...and now I have to get used to that he is not here again ....
It's really hard. And it's just passed few hours ...

I'm gonna write later... or maybe other day.
now I really can't ...

Rina

day before honey leave...

Even if we pretended all those days ,that this day won't come ever...it actually did....😓
and it seems like it arrived before than we even realized ,seems like we were to occupied with ourselves and didn't pay attention to it .😭😭

We really had a kinda sad start of the day,with lot of cryiing ,but then we decided to go out ,and enjoy the day to the fullest. 😅
First we went to the McD ,because we didn't want to lose time ,we just had to get out of the house soon as possible😬 . After non healthy meals at McD ,we dropped by to take a coffee in Coffeedream (it's not a Starbucks ,but it works for us poor souls in Serbia who still don't have it here😥 ), and we walked towards Kalemegdan ,on way to there ,honey took some pics of the city.💗 While walked with him ,I tried to watch my city with eyes of a tourist,and I kinda liked it...😅
After that we succeed to atleast to catch a moment before the close of the Roman Well ,so honey can see my most favorite hystorical place . And plus it's symbolic ,because it have same name as honey ,too :)
We wanted to go to cinema too and watch Pirates of the Caribbean but it wasn't on the repertoire today ... so I was really dissapointed we didn't succed to watch it ,and we planned it even before honey arrived -.-'  And then since we were in the shopping mall where cinema was anyway... we walked around checking out the stores ... which lead us to shopping ... Honey surprised me with lot of things 💕💖

After all that walking and shopping ,we decided to go back home slowly . After all we wanted to relax a bit more together, and spend nice rest of the night watching movies and just be togheter ,alone 💕💓
that is all from me for now ....

see ya...
xoxo
Rina

Visiting grandma

It was a plan to visit grandma even before ,because I talked about her a lot with my honey ,and I told him how much I love my grandma and howmuch I respect her.
She was actually the first one who knew about honey, at first I told only to her ,because I knew she will be the most optimistic and happy about it ,and I will never forget how she was amazed by honey's smile. She was all like "Oh he is soooo cuteeee,look at his smile ,I already like him!"
So when I told her ,that honey will come in Serbia ,she was so happy, and she immediatly demanded to bring him at her place ,she wanted to meet him.
And well ,we decided to surprise her and to bring happy news to her about our engagement :)

We arrived there around 9 am, because we couldn't get up earlier for the bus at 6 am. My grandma was already at the balcony waiting for us impatiently with our neighbour . When she saw us , she
started to smile ,and come toward us.  I saw on her face that she was truly happy seeing us ,and seeing honey for the first time . I can say that she immediatly accepted him as her grandson-in-law .
She was smilling all the time  ,and  also she said she liked how his hair is naturally black . It's not the secret she loves black hair , and she was happiest when I dyed my hair in really dark black . That is why she got so amazed when she saw honey have really black natural hair...  my grandma so funny . And she all the ime talking soemthing and I had hard time translating her thoughts on English .
Then while we drank coffe my uncle woke up , so after that we sat with him too a little bit ,before he leave for some job to finish . My uncle asked about various things about from which city is from ,how is the weather there ,about his familly ,about his education about joooob....so much hahaha.
But it was okay at the end, as I could figure out I think uncle like him too. There is no reason to not like him ,he is the most charming and kind person ,and there is no need to talk to him lot,you can feel that charisma ,and positive energy from him and just see him smiling ,you catching yourself smiling too and at that point you realizing you enjoy his presence .
after chat with my uncle ,we took a breakfast ,then played a little bit with little kittens and puppy, but it was really hot outside ,so we enter the house after some time ,where I fall asleep in my honey's arms ,and he again took a picture of mee !!!  But I can't hate him because of that ,as long as he enjoy it ,I can't be mad on him ,it's just that I look horrible on those pics .
And after short nap , in meantime my mom arrived there too ,so we take a lunch with her, and again took coffee , and then honeyagain played with puppy, they really get along , it was so funny watching them . I enjoyed. And me as a cat person ,played with little kittens . And that is how time come to go back home , grandma got sada little bit and she said to honey that she expect him to come back soon , and he said he promise he will . And so mom and uncle walked us to the station , and that was all about our little adventure to contryside . There were so much more precious moments there ,but prefere not to reveal everything .
The most important honey had good time there meeting my grandma and uncle and seeing place where I spent some of my summer vaccations as child .
That is all from me  for today .

xoxo.
Rina.

It's official!!!!

Okey .... so this is one of really important things in my life .
One of that happens once in life and which you remembering until the last day of your life .
(unless if you are person who like to get engaged more than once. That is not my stile tho. )
When I was younger ,I always imagined to find someone who will love me for me ,accepting me the way I'm , and not trying to change me ,and not complain about if I mess something up .
My dream come true ,when I met you .
Right in the moment when I thought that I'm lost case ,that I will stay alone forever ,and when I gave up on even looking up for someone, when I was about to most probbably mess up my life,
you appeared like a guardian angel ,to save me.
You bring life and light in my life again and made me smile with simple things everyday since we started talking.
Letter by letter,word by word ,message by message... turn into a looong novels we wrote to eachother everyday ,whole day... until we figure out that we are actually a soulmates ,and a little bit after that we figured out that we falling in love so deeply.
Since that moment ,until now ,and for our future together , I want to say 'THANK YOU' first of all , for all you done for me so far ,for your unconditional and honest love , for understanding me and accepting me . You succed to get to know me for such a short time ,better than those who spend more time with me . That was a sign for me ,that you are worth of my time and love . That is how you won my heart , with honesty and with all that love you gave for us ,for our relationship ,and for me .
I told you so many times ,and I will tell you now again , my heart ,soul and body belongs to you since the moment I realized I'm in love with you . And it will be like that until the day I die.

I never gonna forget the moment and the way how you proposed to me 4 days ago .
You made me the most happy girl on this planet , because it felt so right and I didn't had any doubts or second thoughts ,not even panic . I felt only happines and love. All come from heart.
Maybe you couldn't see on my face ,but you really made me most happiest girl ,and I was really trying to not start to cry of happiness.

And now we just put our love on higher level with this ring .
Date of our engagment and your initials engraved inside of the ring which I'm going to wear proudly until the day of our wedding one day ,and after the wedding of course .
Forever.

It took me so long to write this ,but those are all my honest feelings.
I'm so happy finally after so many failures, and so many disappointments, I finally find love and perfect life companion . 💜
I promise ,I will protect our love forever. 💞
As we said... Eternety.💕

xoxo.💋
Rina

Lunch time with Dad ...

Tonight we really had a great time , actually .👍👍
I must admit I was a bit worried about if honey and dad are going to get along,
and well as I can see well,my dad is more than amazed with honey. 😀😀
The first thing my dad done  he poured the glass of beer to honey ,then I had to jump in and said to dad ,to give me other half of beer left in can .... 😰😰
And the moment I thought we passed that step with alcohol, noooo he took rakija out of somewhere.
Daaaamn....and on top of that he told a whole story how he got drunk with my brothers and his friend ,and how he got nauseous (I'm not going to tell any further than this ) ... So next to beer ,honey got a little glass of rakija to drink . At that point I had to stop my dad ,😲😲😲
or else he would make a mess of my boyfriend ,and I couldn't let that happen .  😵
Olja was also kind ,and really good host as always ,she prepared nice meal for us .
Honey liked it a lot,and most important he ate enough.So even with that he got my dad .💖👍

Really I'm so proud of him ,he really stand all those crazy questions ,and my dad's jokes and sense of humor that not much people understands. 👏💜😅
But at the end we all spoke on English , my dad actually knew some English from before but he didn't use it for a long time so he forgot a lot but BRAVO for attempt dad ,you done it almost great XDXDXD Olja helped him a lot ,and I helped Olja so we succed to communicate and even joke and laughed a lot all together  . 😆😆
After all it was great evening , we had fun ,and definetly planinng to repeat it 👌

xoxo💋
Rina

Steps to future with my love

Today we were a bit lazy to go anywhere ,and we decided to stay at home .
There were few things we wanted to do ,including applying my visa.
But what we didn't expected is that it gonna take us to do that about 4 hours.
Really , people are you serious ,it's a freaking tourist visa ?!😑
Most of the things honey did, because I believe he know what he is doing ,
If I done this ,It would last for 10 days😁😁😁

Meanwhile, I draw a bit on honey's leg ,while he was sweating and thinking about
important things required for application ..

Come on ,say it that I'm a bad girlfriend hahaha
And on top of that I wrote all on my native language ,but he still succed to translate it .
He is my clever boyfriend ,one reason more to love him even more 💕


My mom also come after work to be with us , so we talked a bit ,and I told her about the lamp who broke ,when honey turned it on  , it was funny so I laughed while explained it to mom , so honey and I end up laughing like crazy after all  ,and mom end up confused . 😂😂😂
After some time honey finished with all paper work and he send application.
so now we just have to wait for response . 👍👍👍
And we both are optimistic ( honey is more optimistic ,I'm a bit affraid )
What I know for sure is that I know I love him so much, and I'm really so so in love.💕💕 He is already 7 days now with me here in my appartment, and I feel like we are together for eternity .💘
There is no one who knew me so well and making me laugh all the time , heis the one who not judging me for who am I . 💑💓
What else I can ask more for happines. 🙏


I can't wait for the day when we won't have to worry about the leaving eachother at airports.
💖💖💖We will be together forever 💖💖💖

Lazy overload....

Yesterday was great actually, I was so happy to show off  city to my love ....
and while I done this ,I realized that my city actually do improved....
yeah ,slowly tho....but still not bad...
Since 1999 when everything was ruined after NATO agression, so we are almost healed
(exept we are poisioned with tons of radiation)😒
Anyway ,I'm most happy that my honey enjoyed yesterday,and we had lot of fun out 😛
And since today was really hot, we decided to stay inside...

We have a huge list of movies we made together ,that we want to watch together because those were symbolic this or that way to us 👌 I just hope we are going to succed finish it until he leave 😓😓
So far...we enjoy cold energy drinks ,sweets ,junk food ,and eachother presence 💕💖💗

until next one 💋
xoxo
Rina 😚

First day out with honey

I hide so much things and really didn't want to reveal anything of my personal life so far...
First of all I didn't want to show myself. And especially not my love life. 😐
I didn't want to tell anyone anything about that I found someone really special ,
someone really dear to my heart. Well actually he found me ,but the most important is that we have eachother now . 💕💖
It was really amazing how our story started ,and how we actually started to talk.
But I will keep it secret tho, because it's personal,and I'm selfish to share it 😏
So about my updates, I'm really gonna keep them short 😙
Those were taken today....as you can see ,my dear honey like to take photos of m4 while I sleep (and it's on our first day!😢)
I showed him around the city ,tried my best to remember things about all those historical places (failed) ....and we went to the Zoo ofc, and later to themost romantic place with amazing view where we took this fancy picture 😻

This is our first day, and I feel like I know him whole my life 💝
In loveee like to the MAX ..... and well this is how soulmates feel towards eachother,right ?

xoxo😚
Rina💋