I always end up writing blogs yearly...

 This year,like 2020 has been crazy...

I think no one expected that COVID will last this long right ?

I remember that somehow in may this year I had a slight hope that situation finally getting better with massive vaccination here in Canada and around the world, airports finally started opening ,restaurants ,bars and all stuff... But again here we are in December dealing with new variant and all shit started to close again. 

Besides we are about to experience another lonely Christmas without big family gathering , there are some other news . In October I finally started to work. I got the job that I was babbling about while I was still in French classes. 15 minutes away from where I live , there was opened new Amazon warehouse ,so of course the moment I saw job opening I applied. And I got the job. YeeeeeeY !!!! So I started working in October , and I love it so far. I work with super amazing crew and in really positive environment ,so not even a physical work is not hard if you are surrounded with positivity. Also I got opportunities to grow in company and learn so much things about organization and leadership. I'm honestly looking forward to see where I will be in one year... My dream was always to work in the company where I can move forward and grow ,since that possibilities were almost impossible in Serbia if you don't have million diplomas which I don't have unfortunately. That is why I'm happy to be where I'm now. Canada gives me peace of mind and less stress. 

After we celebrate Grinchy Christmas , we will go to little winter visit to Niagara falls . Cant wait to see it when it's cold . Hopefully this stupid COVID won't destroy our vacation too. I will be so mad if that happens. 

Anyways I wish you all Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Let's pray that 2022 will be much better. 

 

 

summer.

It's been a while.

And there was lot going on , with this COVID so honestly I'm still not finding will to write here. 

But I will try my best. 

Anyways , beginning of this month we decided to paint our basement and to bring freshnes and to feel better , so we invest a good amount of money and bought custom paint and stuff because we were sure we won't go anywhere since we cancelled all our summer plans . 

But then hubby found an amazing offer on booking , for Niagara Falls , and it was really cheap , so then we were talking should we go or not ,since we spend already a lot on painting and stuff.  But at the end we decided to go , since we were in quarantine all this time . 

And to be honest that was the best decision we made , I didn't regret it not even a second . We were really enjoying it . There were so much things to do , and so much things to see, I loved it so much :) And I wish I can go again , because it was really unforgettable. 

I wish Ana could come to Canada this year , so we could bring her to See all the beautiful places here, but this Covid thing really messed up all . I hope it will be more opportunities. 

Anyways , in September my French classes should start , and honestly I can't wait to see all my classmates ,and my dear French teacher, she is such a kind lady ,and with her I learned a lot. 

In meantime I decided to join BTS and the GazettE fan clubs , because this year I haven't done anything besides sitting at home ,so atleast I will use some benefits of fan clubs I joined . Mostly I'm happy about theGazettE since I listen to them since 2007. 

And that would be all of the news (..I think... ? ) . 

I will try to update more often, and keep the blogs shorter hahah... .But you know with me already..no promises ;) 

love x peace

Ça va bien aller ...

Hello everyone ... it's been two months already ...

I hope you are doing well during this hard times , because it's not easy being closed at home ,and not being able to enjoy life normaly ,not being able to go to work , to see your friends or travel... Now priority is to stay healthy and slow down the spread of covid as much as possible.

Unfortunately, in Canada...Quebec is the province with most of the cases so measures here are more strict, and everything is closed except grocery stores and pharmacies. Even the clinics, you cannot go there without appointment or if you have any symptoms of flu.

To be honest , I was worried before ,but with every day that is passing by I'm more and more scared of the future.

What is happening it's really bad , I'm reading a lot the news and I see that people loosing their jobs, and generally struggling to survive during this pandemic. My husban'ds work got affected too ,but he still have job ,and luckyly ,we all live together with my in-laws so we are managing and it's good. But for the sake of all other people who struggle ,I pray to God that this will be over ,and that life will come back to normal.

Me ,on the other side , trying to be functional ,and productive ,so I'm doing my lettering ,and write my diary ,also I run and walk almost everyday...but not losing any weight still.

I'm on the line with my family in Serbia ...situation there is even worse ,they are on complete lockdown, like they have specific hours to go out, and to walk dogs and stuff... But I think it's for the best, since the healthcare in Serbia is not on the best level.

Also ,due to the covid , BTS World Tour has been postponed ... so the concert in Toronto which was supposed to be on April 30th is postponed until further notice. It's sad ,because I was looking forward to that .. :(

Most likely we will cancel our vacation that we planned for July to go  to Niagara Falls too....

but maybe things gonna go for better until then...I hope.

Stay safe everyone ...

Hello my friends.

Hi, I decided to write ,since I have a bit of time .
well not a bit, I will have a plenty of time,like everyone else ....

I'm more than worried about this new situation with COVID ... it;s so scary....

I guess I haven't expected that it will become such a huge thing all of a sudden and that will affect whole world.  Last week we had a mini holiday, and we got back at school on 9th March , and as usual we were discuss all topics ,like every day , on french... and our teacher said that there is a possibility that there will be a lock down....but no one really thought about it seriously.... until cases in Quebec started to rise really fast , and then yesterday , my husband told me that schools will be closed from tomorrow ,and to check it out with my teacher if it's the same for my school too... But I didn't even get a chance to open the mail and write to my teacher, I already had a mail from her in my mailbox with same information...

My french classes are interupted until  Monday... But since the cases grow... I don't think we will be back to school on monday...

Anyways... I decided I wont upload pictures here at all , because recently I become to lazy to edit and choose pictures for each blog and it's just slowing me down and kills my motivation and routine to write.... ( I know it's random ,but oh well just to let you know )

At this point , I'm sitting at home ,doing nothing,playing games ,and wait for a change....

Stay safe my dear friends.

Merry Christmas !

Helo dear friends around the world, and Merry Christmas to all of you who celebrate today :)
Since I got married and moved to Canada , I'm celebrating this Christmas with my family , but originaly my Christmas is on January 6th/January 7th .,since I'm orthodox Christian.
But I respect both religions ,mine and my husband's so it's really okey ,as long as there is harmony and celebration with family <3
This year ,we all were invited in the house of my husband's cousin and her husband ,to change the athmosphere and to celebrate first Christmas in her new house . :) It was really nice and cozy , but I couldn't enjoy 100% because I was a bit fewerish , but I managed to 'survive' :) Also husband's cousin hve a cat too , omg she is soooo cute ,and fluffy , so I had to take a picture of her ,and couldn't resist to pet her.
while on the otherside  my baby girl Chi who stayed alone at home , so my mind was with her all  the time. :(
I felt like I betrayed her. :(

But then around 1:30 am we come back home we found Chi sleeping calmly in dad's room ,so we took her with us aand we showered her with love and attention so she was okey... :) . 

We exchanged gifts ,and also Chi got tooooons of gifts from my parents-in-law , they really adore her and they got so attached to her .
We all are , she is like our little baby mascot ,and she is really spending her time willingly with all of us.
She is an exeptional cat, and still to curious ,and she adores to destroy home lants too XD
but it seems like I'm the only one who is upset about it ,no one else care about it XD

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Okey I went out of topic now XD
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Anyways it was one nice Christmas Eve ,we spend it nice ,and now I'm planing to just relax with my husband and try to not get fat again XD

I hope you spend nice time with your families to ,and I hope you will have a nice Christmas vacation :)
I'm having two weeks of rest amd I cannot be more grateful :)

until next time ,
bye bye ...

New hair ,new me :)

Hello ,me again :) 

I just find some time to write ,since I finally finished level 4 of French classes ,and I'm happy that we will be in another school building for level 5 ,because this one is so horrible ,depressing and I honestly cannot stand it anymore. 

But that is not the reason of my writting today :) 

I'm writting to brag about my new hair ! Yes , after so so so many years of having black , or red hair ,this is the first time I got brave and decided to go blonde XD 

Damn ,my fear was huge ,but after all is not so bad , I got some dark blonde result ,but it's okey ,it's a long way until I get to my desired color ,which is ash grey ...I hope I will get there one day ...

But for now it is what it is and as long as it's not burned and orange ,I'm happy :) 

Btw there is also a small update on Chi ,she is doing great ,and she had her vet check up today ,she is perfectly healthy kitten ,and she got another vaccine again ...little baby gir <3 

I'm glad she is doing great ,and she adapted well in the house too :) 

And everyone simply adore her . <3 

That is it , until a next post ,bye bye :) 

New family member *.*

Hello :)
the reason I write is quite amazing :)

Last week my husband started to look for cats to adopt , even if we agree it's not really adequate time for that because we still have one guinea pig and two gold fishes , so I know that those would trigger the curiousity of the little kitten no matter what.
But still ,on thursday while I was at my boring French classes (which are killing me btw ) I received the messages from my hussband sending me links of few cats for addoption,and he is asking me to tell him what I think.... I was looking ,and I was 'meeeh' nothing special...until I saw cute little black and white kitten,it had just two months *.*

( this is the picture I saw btw )

That was a love at the first sight *.* Such a cute little baby tuxedo *.* I told my husband " Call them and ask all about it!!" But he was faster tho ,so he told me, " HAH, I knew it you gonna say that ,I allready called ,she is 200$ and she have all her vaccines , even the spaying is included when the times come " So I just told him to reserve her and that I want to see her *.* In that same moment I forgot all about we talked about how we are still not really ready for kitten.
Everything in my head screamed "I want cat ! I want cat!" That same day when we both arrived home ,we were talking a bit ,and then my husband told me tha we can just go and see her ,and if we don't like her we don't have to take her. But I could also see that he liked the kitten to . But even if that was a case ,we had to prepare everything for the arrival of the cat.... 70% of me was sure we will take her just based on the description and the pictures I saw . I just needed other 30% to confirm ,but that is only if I see her.
So we decided ,and that same night we went to shopping all necessary things for new baby kitten. We bought toys ,we bought two little bowls for food , little treats ,some small carpet for the outside of the littler box ,but then we had doubts about the transporter and litter box.... So we had to do some research for it ....
And finally yesterday morning we were fully equipped. At 15h we had scheduled to see her *.*

Squuuuueeeeee I was sooo excited and nervous at the same time *.*
So we went there ,the lady was sooo kind and she ask us some questions too ,and we also told her that if we take kittenwe want it to be only indor cat ,and the lady was so amazed about it because she was against indor/outdoor cats because they are exposed to higher risk of dying . Which I strongly agree.
And then we finally went to see her *.* Oh my God , the moment I enter the room I spotted her ,she was sooo tiny and she had such a cute look and I couldn't resist I grabbed her immediately <3 And that was enough for me to decide , I sad I want her !
And that is it ,that is how we adopted our little baby yesterday *.*

We name her CHI <3 Her spaying surgery is scheduled for mid January ,and she just received another vaccine yesterday too . Today she is still curious about everything ,she doesn't like to be left alone so she is always following us. Because of that we had to sleep with her here in living room and I have a feeling it's going to be like that for a long time XD

Anyway that is all from me :)
I just wanted to pressent you this little baby :)

Bye Bye until next time ;)