Hello my friends.

Hi, I decided to write ,since I have a bit of time .
well not a bit, I will have a plenty of time,like everyone else ....

I'm more than worried about this new situation with COVID ... it;s so scary....

I guess I haven't expected that it will become such a huge thing all of a sudden and that will affect whole world.  Last week we had a mini holiday, and we got back at school on 9th March , and as usual we were discuss all topics ,like every day , on french... and our teacher said that there is a possibility that there will be a lock down....but no one really thought about it seriously.... until cases in Quebec started to rise really fast , and then yesterday , my husband told me that schools will be closed from tomorrow ,and to check it out with my teacher if it's the same for my school too... But I didn't even get a chance to open the mail and write to my teacher, I already had a mail from her in my mailbox with same information...

My french classes are interupted until  Monday... But since the cases grow... I don't think we will be back to school on monday...

Anyways... I decided I wont upload pictures here at all , because recently I become to lazy to edit and choose pictures for each blog and it's just slowing me down and kills my motivation and routine to write.... ( I know it's random ,but oh well just to let you know )

At this point , I'm sitting at home ,doing nothing,playing games ,and wait for a change....

Stay safe my dear friends.

Austria adventures...

hello hello ,coming with the new updates :)
Two weeks ago I got a mail from Immigration ,to inform me about interview with immigration officer in Vienna for October 2nd . If you ask me then if I was worried and stressed ,well I was, even if there was nothing to worry about. At this point now I'm grateful for all of those who believed in me and who believed that I will success :) Most of all thanx to my darling for all words of encouragement ,and for all positive vibes. Because I needed that the most.

My trip to Vienna was kinda exhausting, and because of anxiety I couldn't sleep ,so basicaly I arrived on interview like a dead corpse. But before interview ,I had one hour of relaxation ,which I spent in nearby Starbucks. I ordered big Frappucino to me and mom, and breathed deeply . I remember that I was so so cold from lack of sleep ,that my body shakened, and my mom was there with me and giving me all positive energy and she constantly repeating to me that there is nothing to worry about.Around 8:30 we headed to the Embassy. And even there ,all employees were so kind,from the security guards ,to the reception lady ,and finally to Immigration officer who interviewed me. I'm glad I had a really pleasant expirience,because all questions were related to relationship with my honey,which I could talk about on a long way,since our love story is unique and the way how we found eachother is pure destiny :) At the end of the interview , officer told me congratulations on your wedding ,wished me a nice day in Vienna ,and safe trip back to Serbia. :) After that I got back to Starbucks and had another coffee ,bought a cup as a souvenir from Vienna ,and rest of the day,mom and I spent walking around,visiting shops ,and stuff :) It was nice,but still too long day  until 10pm when we had our bus back to Serbia. :) We returned yesterday early morning ,so there was no way of me going to work without any sleep. 

But I went today ,and I received mails from Vienna about requesting my passport to be stamped :)

According to my darling he said that I might be in Canada by middel of October,which was great :)

And since he is coming on Saturday ,we will do together all the preparations about sending the passport :) I'm working tomorrow only and I'm quiting most likely,because rest of the time I want to spent seeing my friends and family :) 

so yeah happy news :)

I will update soon with other news :)

See you soon again my love...

And again ,as much as I want to delay and stop the time to come that day when I have to say 'godbye' to my love ,that day come anyway....
I can't say it's hard as the first time,because now I know that he is my husband and that I will see him again,but still ,even if it looks that few month is nothing, when you wait and wait,that looks like a year to me ....

Anyway ,now is all up to waiting ,when hubby arrive to Canada ,he will mail our papers ,and then all is gonna be waiting for us, maybe few months maybe a year ,we will see....
It's all about our patience .
But we will see eachother no matter what no matter how long it lasts :)

Today it was really hard to let go of my husband , but luckily mom was there with me ,so I guess it was a bit easier, but it want't easier at all when I get home to empty apartment :(
Now I just want to sit and cry out all ,maybe I will feel better if I take some nap too,then by that time I will hear from husband that he is arrived home safely.

until next update...

xoxo....

Family meeting before wedding day :)

Well today was that day indeed :)
Family is complete...well ,not completly complete ,but atleast part of us gathered in the first part of the day :) Only Honey's mom was missing  so we had to pick her up.
Early this morning Mila and Ana came to our apartment, my mom was also there , so yessss,my very very best friend finally met my dearest husband officaly, just a day before a BIG DAY XD
It was funny ,because Mila and Honey talked on French, and with Ana he talked on english mostly because ,they found funny the differences in French french and Canadian french , honestly to me all sounds the same I'm totally clueless XD
So after a little bit of fun time, Honey , Ana and me went to the airport with my dad (who always late,btw so we kinda late to pick up his mom,so poor woman waited for us one hour or more....such an embarasment -.-) We had sucha luck that Thelma (my mom in law) is so patient and positive person, always with a smile, so she didn't mind us getting so late,but I could see she was tired.
So ,our day and plans goten a bit more messy ,because of the delays, so I used my dad to drive us on remaining locations , because we had to pick up wedding rings, and some remaining accessories from Annabela. So full car of us ,driving arround and got stucked in the traffic, finished everything around 7pm. Mom-in-law fall asleep in the car from all that driving :)
We were mostly tired ,but still suceed to accomodate mom in the hotel room, then we waited for my mom and Mila ,so we can go to the restaurant and have a nice dinner and to catch up about tommorow happening :)
We choose th restaurant Premier ,nearby the hotel, since my mom-in-law already had a lot of driving for one day. We had a really good time there, and despite my mom not knowing english or Serbian ,she succed to meet enough with Mila's help, and it was good :)
We talked about how we gonna organize ,who is gonna be where and ,where we gonna dress up :)
Plans are made, and we are fully ready for the best day , tired,but ready :)
Sooo, I don't know when I'm gonna update about the wedding ,but I will write as soon as the time let me ,because even after wedding ,there is sooo much things to do :)

XoXo :*

after a long time ....

Hello again me ,after a long time ,
I didn't really had a time to write ,I was busy with preparations and with work ,and honestly work is not an excuse....Really that energy there consumes everything good from me,I don't know if it's about people or just stress of such a simple but yet so frustrating work ,it really makes me weak.

But let's not talk too much about work... tho,all my coworkers were kinda reaaaaaly surprised when I got engaged ,and they didn't expect me to get married that soon,so my announce to only two persons in industry,that I'm getting married in October exploded like a bomb,in less than 24 hours... XD
I understand them tho,because getting married in such a short time, with someone from other country leads those people to think I'm getting married because of papers,because that is a mentality of our people here,it's characteristic... So I had a really hard time explaining that I'm getting married because I REALLY DO LOVE my boyfriend, and that I would never be able to get married just because of interest and live with someone I don't truly love. But I guess they are all mostly materialistic ,so they think everyone are too...

Btw ,what is really matters is that my dear is arriving on September 25th,....and that is really make me happy,I can't wait to see him <3
And also more good news is that Ana (my best friend and braidsmaid) is arriving with her mom on October 9th but at night, and honey's mom arriving on October 10th... so we have a lot of arrivals :)
I can't wait to see everyone gathered <3
that is all from me now :)

Wedding is decided !!!

It's been a while ,isn't it ?
To be honest since my darling is left ,I wasn't really in the mood to write and so I didn't want to force anything ...
Lot of thing happened in between... and honestly I don't know where to start .
But I won't go too much in details,like I haven't done even before, the last I want is to make public my private life....
What is most important is that my darling and I decided to get married , and after so much days and hours spend on talking when it's gonna be ,where is gonna be, how is gonna be.... it's finnally set for October 11th .
So far most of the planning is on me.... and it puts a lot of stress on me ....so far I reserved the venue , rented a dress , have a hairstylist, had an appointment for  decorations too...and other things that left to get done are ones that waits for honey to come, which gonna be around end of September... we gonna have two weeks before wedding to get everything done related to wedding preparations ...and two weeks after wedding to solve the documents and prepare them so honey can send them when he come back there... :)

Basically that is it... I'm getting marrieeeeeed ... *.*

day before honey leave...

Even if we pretended all those days ,that this day won't come ever...it actually did....😓
and it seems like it arrived before than we even realized ,seems like we were to occupied with ourselves and didn't pay attention to it .😭😭

We really had a kinda sad start of the day,with lot of cryiing ,but then we decided to go out ,and enjoy the day to the fullest. 😅
First we went to the McD ,because we didn't want to lose time ,we just had to get out of the house soon as possible😬 . After non healthy meals at McD ,we dropped by to take a coffee in Coffeedream (it's not a Starbucks ,but it works for us poor souls in Serbia who still don't have it here😥 ), and we walked towards Kalemegdan ,on way to there ,honey took some pics of the city.💗 While walked with him ,I tried to watch my city with eyes of a tourist,and I kinda liked it...😅
After that we succeed to atleast to catch a moment before the close of the Roman Well ,so honey can see my most favorite hystorical place . And plus it's symbolic ,because it have same name as honey ,too :)
We wanted to go to cinema too and watch Pirates of the Caribbean but it wasn't on the repertoire today ... so I was really dissapointed we didn't succed to watch it ,and we planned it even before honey arrived -.-'  And then since we were in the shopping mall where cinema was anyway... we walked around checking out the stores ... which lead us to shopping ... Honey surprised me with lot of things 💕💖

After all that walking and shopping ,we decided to go back home slowly . After all we wanted to relax a bit more together, and spend nice rest of the night watching movies and just be togheter ,alone 💕💓
that is all from me for now ....

see ya...
xoxo
Rina

Hey Snow

I remember this photo,you were the first piece of white furry creature I saw as I step in the house of my friend in France.
You were lazy and sleepy as every cat. :D
That is how I always remembered you ^^
But I didn't expect that back in December was the last time I see you.

Now I can only hope you are on better place,so you can rest. 
This is my farewell to you my cat friend. <3