Tattoo update

Well it passed about almost one month since my Hubby got back to Canada.
I continued my life here ,working and stressing ,as usual ,nothing really changed . Even if my hubby suggested me to quit the job and he to send me a money to have to survive here and to pay rent, I refused that offer, it was really not nessesary as long as it's needed I will continue to work, and besides that we put in the papers we mailed that I'm working,so I cannot really change that and put us in more problems .
Anyway I wrote mostly because I went to do my touchup for the tatttoo, on Nov. 7th , so now it healed and looks much better than how it looked before because basically date wasn't really visible ,just year.
So I went in Sindjel again , and  Jelena was there again , to do my touchup. I have to addmit ,it was much easier to stand than last time ,less painful ,so I was relaxed and even look at it XD
But from now what I think I will need atleast one more touchup so it will look perfect as it have to be :)
But Hubby's tattoo is totally invisible ,his skin didn't really accepted the ink ,so we are already making plans and planing to make an appointment for another touchup in Sindjel ,and we also have a plans for some new piercings and tattoos ,but  that is a secret hehehe :)

okey , that is all,until next time :)
bye :)

See you soon again my love...

And again ,as much as I want to delay and stop the time to come that day when I have to say 'godbye' to my love ,that day come anyway....
I can't say it's hard as the first time,because now I know that he is my husband and that I will see him again,but still ,even if it looks that few month is nothing, when you wait and wait,that looks like a year to me ....

Anyway ,now is all up to waiting ,when hubby arrive to Canada ,he will mail our papers ,and then all is gonna be waiting for us, maybe few months maybe a year ,we will see....
It's all about our patience .
But we will see eachother no matter what no matter how long it lasts :)

Today it was really hard to let go of my husband , but luckily mom was there with me ,so I guess it was a bit easier, but it want't easier at all when I get home to empty apartment :(
Now I just want to sit and cry out all ,maybe I will feel better if I take some nap too,then by that time I will hear from husband that he is arrived home safely.

until next update...

xoxo....

My first tattoo XD

Hello there ,
well that day came too, for my first tatto :) I love piercings since my high school days ,and I done my first piercing when I was 15 years old. :) I think until end of high school I had 3 piercings and later I just continue to add, so I reached up to 7 piercings :) I had pierced bellybutton, eyebrow,nose ,tongue, tragus, transverse lobe,  lip piercing. I think that honey met me with all  my piercings ,and he is the first one who didn't judge me about them :) He like them all,bt a little bit before the wedding I decided to remove nose,eyebrow ,and lip piercing ,for esthetic reasons :) Which doesn't mean I won't put them back some day in the future :)
So to back on topic, Honey and I thought a lot about our matching tatto,and place ,where it would be most meaningful, and we finally come to the idea ,to be on the left hand on the ring finger. And of course since I already have expiriences with tattoo& piercing studios , without so much thinking I choose Sindjel  (just a hint is that I done my first piercing which is bellybutton piercing and year after my eyebrow piercing at Sindjel, and then at the end of 2012 ,I got a free piercing there which was transverse lobe , all those done by Iris back then) because I have the most trust in them and I already know the crew ,so that is a plus :)
So ,after we had our nice staying at Saint Ten hotel for honeymoon,we had a bit of walking ,and on the way , we saw one cute cat being lazy on the window resting... I couldn't resist but to pet her.... (so random but oh wellXD)
When we arrived to Sindjel ,we were welcomed by our lovely Nela ,the most kind girl ,next to all others :) We done the few check ups and fill up some papers to confirm that we agree to all terms and conditions of doing the tattoo :)
And then, I was the one who had to go first on the tattoo chair, I was sooo anxious because I didn't know what to expect. Jelena was the one who done our tattoos ,and well ,after all preparations of my skin, it started... Ughhh,that was the most uncomfortable pain I ever expirienced in my whole life damn it,and the more I thought I will get used to it it was more worse, so I really felt bad for Jelena ,because ,I saw she become nervous,because I started to cry at one point >.<  She even said after that she got a headache because of me ...sorry once again Jelena :(
And my dearest husband turn came, he was opposite of me....he almost fall asleep on that chair,which I found sooooo damn strange, but I guess he is already get used to that since he got so much tattoos already :) Anyway we leave the studio happy and satisfied , and being sure we will come back again with another ideas of couple tattoo and maybe some piercings :)
After survived my first tatto,I sad my Hubby 'I need chocolate !'XD so we went to buy some ,for myself to back to normal... after that we went to shopping mall wallking arround ,and then buying some groceries and finally came home :)

Crazy day ,but still it will stay as a great memory :)

xoxo
S :*

Mom-in-law visiting Uncle and Grandma on countryside ...

After finishing few things that are left to do after wedding , we decided to use last day of mom's staying in Serbia to visit countryside since my grandma really wanted her to come countryside :)
We had to catch early bus  to there ,mom-in-law and honey fall asleep in bus, honestly I was tired too,but really couldn;t sleep...
When we arrived there ,mom,uncle and grandma already waited for us... with all the food ready and so many more things :) We were sitting and talking, again me doing all those translations, and everyonewanted to say something to each other....so my head wanted to explode ,but oh well how else I'm going to learn English if not like this having conversations and translating stuff hahahah
 We were having a nice lunch all serbian meals prepared by my grandma and mom, uncle Mima didn't skip the opportunity to serve his rakija. XD
He send some rakija to my dad-in-law ,and some seeds of really spicy papprika for my dad-in-law to plant in pot. :)
After that we all went to show off some land and fields of fruits and vineyards to mom-in-law and Honey since he haven't seen it also. It was nice ,they seemed to like and enjoyed it :)
Then we came back and it was almost time to go home but before that we went to see my other uncle Mija and my aunt Milka ,and there we spent some time talking and me again translating stuff to everyone XD
But the most important thing is that we all had fun :)
Mom-in-law seem to like the countryside and she said she want to come back again with dad-in-law :) and everyone were so happy to hear that.

Then it was time to go,we waited for the bus ,together with mom, uncle and grandma  :) They said their goodbyes and we left... :)

And that is mostly it...in short lines... I have so so much memories from today,and I'm glad our families geting along despite the language bariers :)

xoxo :*

The BIG DAY !

Well that day finally came😁

The day which is the biggest in life of every woman, when we can be a princess for atleast one day and feel special next to your prince😍

That is how I felt two days ago💟

Despite of few little problems that occured , everything was perfect ,the venue, service, music,food ,cake....EVERYTHING

🌟We had a really amazing wedding ,and day to remember🌟

There is nothing much to say,enough is that I'm married to mand I love the most ,and I'm soo so so happy 😁 Looking forward to my new life and to my future with this amazing man who actually cross an ocean to meet me ,to fall in love with me,and to marry me 💖
I love you,
I will love you until death us apart :*

Forever💜

Family meeting before wedding day :)

Well today was that day indeed :)
Family is complete...well ,not completly complete ,but atleast part of us gathered in the first part of the day :) Only Honey's mom was missing  so we had to pick her up.
Early this morning Mila and Ana came to our apartment, my mom was also there , so yessss,my very very best friend finally met my dearest husband officaly, just a day before a BIG DAY XD
It was funny ,because Mila and Honey talked on French, and with Ana he talked on english mostly because ,they found funny the differences in French french and Canadian french , honestly to me all sounds the same I'm totally clueless XD
So after a little bit of fun time, Honey , Ana and me went to the airport with my dad (who always late,btw so we kinda late to pick up his mom,so poor woman waited for us one hour or more....such an embarasment -.-) We had sucha luck that Thelma (my mom in law) is so patient and positive person, always with a smile, so she didn't mind us getting so late,but I could see she was tired.
So ,our day and plans goten a bit more messy ,because of the delays, so I used my dad to drive us on remaining locations , because we had to pick up wedding rings, and some remaining accessories from Annabela. So full car of us ,driving arround and got stucked in the traffic, finished everything around 7pm. Mom-in-law fall asleep in the car from all that driving :)
We were mostly tired ,but still suceed to accomodate mom in the hotel room, then we waited for my mom and Mila ,so we can go to the restaurant and have a nice dinner and to catch up about tommorow happening :)
We choose th restaurant Premier ,nearby the hotel, since my mom-in-law already had a lot of driving for one day. We had a really good time there, and despite my mom not knowing english or Serbian ,she succed to meet enough with Mila's help, and it was good :)
We talked about how we gonna organize ,who is gonna be where and ,where we gonna dress up :)
Plans are made, and we are fully ready for the best day , tired,but ready :)
Sooo, I don't know when I'm gonna update about the wedding ,but I will write as soon as the time let me ,because even after wedding ,there is sooo much things to do :)

XoXo :*

last preparations *.*

Today was really important day.... lot of things were finished ...and few more left, but today was fitting both for me and honey...
so far Im amazed how dress looks like, and I really look like a princes in that dress *.*
My dream honestly becoming a true... I'm gonna marry with my prince and I will look like a princess and my honney looks amazing in that suit *.* I do love it....and I'm sure when the fitting is done he will look even better :)

I choose my dress a lot before and I'm so glad about it,but I must admit I was kinda worried for honey's suit if they gonna have something,but luckily they did ^^. The salon of wedding dresses Anabella is really amazing ,have lot of brands and there is no way that you cannot find a dress of your dreams there :) If I found it ,everyone can :)
But after that I didn't had much time since I had another appointment ,for nails...
The girl I choose to do my nails for wedding is one I discovered a long time ago ,she done nails to one of my friends,and I know I was amazed ,always wanted to do my nails by her...but never had opportunity,so I know I send her a message even two months before because I was affraid to not loose the appointment ,and it was kinda hard to get it since she only make appointments on Sundays for upcoming week... But it was worth really because she done amazing work exactly how it looked on picture I bring to her ... <3 So in case you are interested and you are from Belgrade and want amazing nails here is the link so take a look >> Maky Nokti << . She is really amazing and professionall and I highly recommend her :)
And while I was doing my manicure ,my honey got stuck with my mom ,when at the end they went to the hairstylist so my mom got some preparations... And me ,after finishing with nails, I rushed to hairstylist too, so my hair got a bit trimmed and recolored ...
And yessss,honney got bored totally with all the womens in salon,luckyly my hairstylist knew some French so they could talk :)
but yeah...it was looong tiresome day,but we all survived.... And guess whaaat...Tomorrow my mom-in-law is arriving *.* <3 I cannot wait to finally meet her <3
Looking forward to that... and I believe that my best friend Ana also arrived tonight...so tommorow is a biiiig meeting <3 *.*

okey okey...I go now....

X.O.X.O :****

it's not like we didn't had more important things to do...

Honestly four days left and we are still in chaos...
but that didn't stop us to have fun and goofing around with all that wedding stress hanging around our necks ,tho maybe it would be less stress if I was more organized like my future husband XD
So our days mostly passed by walking to municipality ,to some other important institutions to allow and aprove our marriage ,and yes ,that famous woman who translate our documents damn it... so slow I will freakj out of her slowness -.-''

In meantime ,we try to not stress a lot so we went to the center of city to watch that horror movie that honey wanted to see, Honestly I was affraid of it without even see it first... but I said in myself how horrible it can be....
Before cinema we done some things with translations and after that I brought honey to try the best ice cream in Belgrade ,and I didn't made mistake because he really liked it and he also took some macarons which mostly are not my favorite ,but he aparently like them a lot :)
We becoming fat really fast,and on top of that I should not gain any kilos if I think to fit in dress damn it ><
Since we got killed by ice cream, we took a long walk to cinema to feel better . Which didn't really help XD
And cinema, dear God... I'm gonna have traumas of that fucking movie ...Seriously ,I'm not joking when I say I don't like horrors,and especially when the ugly teeths are included like in 'Dream Catcher' for example .... So yeah now most of you will get the hint that I watched 'IT' with my honey -.-'...when I saw there gonna be part 2, I told him that the continue of this movie can watch with his brother, I don't want to see any like that >.<

 three days after mooore obligations ,we were out again....First station was St.Sava church, it was time to place some prayers and light some candles... but what I didn't know is that a museum down under in the church is open so people can see it.... I only saw it was mentioned in thenewspapers, but never saw it ,so honey and I went there first time,and well we remainded amazed...everything looks so luxurous and in gold.... yet I could feel the peace which whole temple have it even if there was lot of people... we drop by in new opened ,first LEGO store ,where I found extra much fun making my own lego XD It was nice ...and honey bought me few thingies there ,I was happy like a little kid there XDD And of course two piggies didn't skip a day to not drop by in McD of course...and we ate for two ,and even bought happy meal just because of cute Hello Kitty toy XD Yes yes I do love Hello Kitty *.* So with full stomachs we headed home .

So no matter how much stress is on the way...there have to be a bit of time to relax ...even if just 4 days left hehehehe

Okey that is small update from me , but I believe I will write more ...

XOXO:***

meeting aunt and brother

hello again :)
As I said in my previous post ,we are using some time to visit and meet with lot of people.... Today we went contryside ,grandma and uncle couldn't wait to see honey ,so we hurried there to meet with them ... Also ,my brother Nemanja was also expected to come there atafternoon , so we were hanging out there and waited for him , while waiting we all had a nice lunch that grandma prepared, mom was there too :)
Then Nemanja arrived right for a desert XD He met honey and those two get along amazing , I could see right away that my brother liked him , so they talked about basketball ,and since my brother is working on the ship ,he is traveling around the world ,and he were in Canada too,so he had lot of topics to talk with Nemanja about that :)

After that my aunt (who is separated from my uncle and she lives in Belgrade) called all of us to go to her before we go home because she also wanted to meet honey. Then we sit a bit more with unccle and grandma ,talked about some details about wedding ,and decided that Nemanja will be a bestmen for honey,which made me rally happy since two of them seemed happy about it too :)
Then Nemanja ,honey ,mom and me left to aunt's place , to see her... there we get some coffee and desert and had more fun time taking pictures and got some nice memories before the wedding day... :)
Then two of us had to go back home because we wanted to arrive home earlier and to rest a bit :)
that is how another day passed... still more to go :)

see ya :*
xoxox

meeting with friends

hello everyone...
I haven't wrote since my future husband arrived 2 days ago , which is I think normal ,because I missed him a lotr and I couldn't wait to spend time with him <3
In front of us is really bysy period ... we have a lot to prepare before wedding ,which is most his documents to be translated to serbian for municipality ,and lot of other things.... my head is starting to hurt just when I think about it -,- '

But today we decided to relax ,and use this few days to meet with family and friends ,and then from Monday to start working hard for the wedding preparations.
 So,since I was really selfish and kept all in secret until the moment I announced my engagement, all my friends freaked out, and wanted to meet my future husband . But I didn't wanted to expose him .
Now since is gonna be our wedding it's time to meet all my friends and family :)
We started with Iva and Dragana , we set to meet in coffeedream of course for a coffee since I was dead from fucking work.

After all I'm glad that they all get along perfectly ,and it seems like honey and Iva even got some topics in common which is great  :0  Dragana said that she is still really surprised how all this happened so sudden and she can't believe we are getting married, but I guess everyone is going to realize that on a wedding day.

This was one really nice hangout with my friends and my love ,we had a nice time taking pictures ,laughing and talking .... so my two friends approve my choice heheh :)
how about the rest of the family and friends ;)))

See ya with my next updates :*

xoxo

after a long time ....

Hello again me ,after a long time ,
I didn't really had a time to write ,I was busy with preparations and with work ,and honestly work is not an excuse....Really that energy there consumes everything good from me,I don't know if it's about people or just stress of such a simple but yet so frustrating work ,it really makes me weak.

But let's not talk too much about work... tho,all my coworkers were kinda reaaaaaly surprised when I got engaged ,and they didn't expect me to get married that soon,so my announce to only two persons in industry,that I'm getting married in October exploded like a bomb,in less than 24 hours... XD
I understand them tho,because getting married in such a short time, with someone from other country leads those people to think I'm getting married because of papers,because that is a mentality of our people here,it's characteristic... So I had a really hard time explaining that I'm getting married because I REALLY DO LOVE my boyfriend, and that I would never be able to get married just because of interest and live with someone I don't truly love. But I guess they are all mostly materialistic ,so they think everyone are too...

Btw ,what is really matters is that my dear is arriving on September 25th,....and that is really make me happy,I can't wait to see him <3
And also more good news is that Ana (my best friend and braidsmaid) is arriving with her mom on October 9th but at night, and honey's mom arriving on October 10th... so we have a lot of arrivals :)
I can't wait to see everyone gathered <3
that is all from me now :)

Wedding is decided !!!

It's been a while ,isn't it ?
To be honest since my darling is left ,I wasn't really in the mood to write and so I didn't want to force anything ...
Lot of thing happened in between... and honestly I don't know where to start .
But I won't go too much in details,like I haven't done even before, the last I want is to make public my private life....
What is most important is that my darling and I decided to get married , and after so much days and hours spend on talking when it's gonna be ,where is gonna be, how is gonna be.... it's finnally set for October 11th .
So far most of the planning is on me.... and it puts a lot of stress on me ....so far I reserved the venue , rented a dress , have a hairstylist, had an appointment for  decorations too...and other things that left to get done are ones that waits for honey to come, which gonna be around end of September... we gonna have two weeks before wedding to get everything done related to wedding preparations ...and two weeks after wedding to solve the documents and prepare them so honey can send them when he come back there... :)

Basically that is it... I'm getting marrieeeeeed ... *.*

the hardest is to let you go...

I just come back home from airport.
I feel so sad ,and I feel like someone ripped out my heart, it's breaking.
I really hate any kind of separations...
All way to the airport I felt like I couldn't breathe and I really fight with my emotions and tried to remind strong as much as I could. I knew for him was also hard , I could see it on his face ,too.
He was hidding behind that amazing smile, like he was tried to be strong for both of us , he still made some jokes too, but mostly whole way to there we remained silent .

I'm really not in the mood to even write this or talk about it.... because all I had in my head is 'I don't want to let him go' ... even if I know we gonna see each outher ,and we are engaged ,we gonna get married too eventually some day... so even knowing all this ,and knowing his feelings,I was sad, I so get used to his presence here everyday,to wake up beside him ,get up beside him ....doing everything toghether ...and now I have to get used to that he is not here again ....
It's really hard. And it's just passed few hours ...

I'm gonna write later... or maybe other day.
now I really can't ...

Rina

day before honey leave...

Even if we pretended all those days ,that this day won't come ever...it actually did....😓
and it seems like it arrived before than we even realized ,seems like we were to occupied with ourselves and didn't pay attention to it .😭😭

We really had a kinda sad start of the day,with lot of cryiing ,but then we decided to go out ,and enjoy the day to the fullest. 😅
First we went to the McD ,because we didn't want to lose time ,we just had to get out of the house soon as possible😬 . After non healthy meals at McD ,we dropped by to take a coffee in Coffeedream (it's not a Starbucks ,but it works for us poor souls in Serbia who still don't have it here😥 ), and we walked towards Kalemegdan ,on way to there ,honey took some pics of the city.💗 While walked with him ,I tried to watch my city with eyes of a tourist,and I kinda liked it...😅
After that we succeed to atleast to catch a moment before the close of the Roman Well ,so honey can see my most favorite hystorical place . And plus it's symbolic ,because it have same name as honey ,too :)
We wanted to go to cinema too and watch Pirates of the Caribbean but it wasn't on the repertoire today ... so I was really dissapointed we didn't succed to watch it ,and we planned it even before honey arrived -.-'  And then since we were in the shopping mall where cinema was anyway... we walked around checking out the stores ... which lead us to shopping ... Honey surprised me with lot of things 💕💖

After all that walking and shopping ,we decided to go back home slowly . After all we wanted to relax a bit more together, and spend nice rest of the night watching movies and just be togheter ,alone 💕💓
that is all from me for now ....

see ya...
xoxo
Rina

Visiting grandma

It was a plan to visit grandma even before ,because I talked about her a lot with my honey ,and I told him how much I love my grandma and howmuch I respect her.
She was actually the first one who knew about honey, at first I told only to her ,because I knew she will be the most optimistic and happy about it ,and I will never forget how she was amazed by honey's smile. She was all like "Oh he is soooo cuteeee,look at his smile ,I already like him!"
So when I told her ,that honey will come in Serbia ,she was so happy, and she immediatly demanded to bring him at her place ,she wanted to meet him.
And well ,we decided to surprise her and to bring happy news to her about our engagement :)

We arrived there around 9 am, because we couldn't get up earlier for the bus at 6 am. My grandma was already at the balcony waiting for us impatiently with our neighbour . When she saw us , she
started to smile ,and come toward us.  I saw on her face that she was truly happy seeing us ,and seeing honey for the first time . I can say that she immediatly accepted him as her grandson-in-law .
She was smilling all the time  ,and  also she said she liked how his hair is naturally black . It's not the secret she loves black hair , and she was happiest when I dyed my hair in really dark black . That is why she got so amazed when she saw honey have really black natural hair...  my grandma so funny . And she all the ime talking soemthing and I had hard time translating her thoughts on English .
Then while we drank coffe my uncle woke up , so after that we sat with him too a little bit ,before he leave for some job to finish . My uncle asked about various things about from which city is from ,how is the weather there ,about his familly ,about his education about joooob....so much hahaha.
But it was okay at the end, as I could figure out I think uncle like him too. There is no reason to not like him ,he is the most charming and kind person ,and there is no need to talk to him lot,you can feel that charisma ,and positive energy from him and just see him smiling ,you catching yourself smiling too and at that point you realizing you enjoy his presence .
after chat with my uncle ,we took a breakfast ,then played a little bit with little kittens and puppy, but it was really hot outside ,so we enter the house after some time ,where I fall asleep in my honey's arms ,and he again took a picture of mee !!!  But I can't hate him because of that ,as long as he enjoy it ,I can't be mad on him ,it's just that I look horrible on those pics .
And after short nap , in meantime my mom arrived there too ,so we take a lunch with her, and again took coffee , and then honeyagain played with puppy, they really get along , it was so funny watching them . I enjoyed. And me as a cat person ,played with little kittens . And that is how time come to go back home , grandma got sada little bit and she said to honey that she expect him to come back soon , and he said he promise he will . And so mom and uncle walked us to the station , and that was all about our little adventure to contryside . There were so much more precious moments there ,but prefere not to reveal everything .
The most important honey had good time there meeting my grandma and uncle and seeing place where I spent some of my summer vaccations as child .
That is all from me  for today .

xoxo.
Rina.

It's official!!!!

Okey .... so this is one of really important things in my life .
One of that happens once in life and which you remembering until the last day of your life .
(unless if you are person who like to get engaged more than once. That is not my stile tho. )
When I was younger ,I always imagined to find someone who will love me for me ,accepting me the way I'm , and not trying to change me ,and not complain about if I mess something up .
My dream come true ,when I met you .
Right in the moment when I thought that I'm lost case ,that I will stay alone forever ,and when I gave up on even looking up for someone, when I was about to most probbably mess up my life,
you appeared like a guardian angel ,to save me.
You bring life and light in my life again and made me smile with simple things everyday since we started talking.
Letter by letter,word by word ,message by message... turn into a looong novels we wrote to eachother everyday ,whole day... until we figure out that we are actually a soulmates ,and a little bit after that we figured out that we falling in love so deeply.
Since that moment ,until now ,and for our future together , I want to say 'THANK YOU' first of all , for all you done for me so far ,for your unconditional and honest love , for understanding me and accepting me . You succed to get to know me for such a short time ,better than those who spend more time with me . That was a sign for me ,that you are worth of my time and love . That is how you won my heart , with honesty and with all that love you gave for us ,for our relationship ,and for me .
I told you so many times ,and I will tell you now again , my heart ,soul and body belongs to you since the moment I realized I'm in love with you . And it will be like that until the day I die.

I never gonna forget the moment and the way how you proposed to me 4 days ago .
You made me the most happy girl on this planet , because it felt so right and I didn't had any doubts or second thoughts ,not even panic . I felt only happines and love. All come from heart.
Maybe you couldn't see on my face ,but you really made me most happiest girl ,and I was really trying to not start to cry of happiness.

And now we just put our love on higher level with this ring .
Date of our engagment and your initials engraved inside of the ring which I'm going to wear proudly until the day of our wedding one day ,and after the wedding of course .
Forever.

It took me so long to write this ,but those are all my honest feelings.
I'm so happy finally after so many failures, and so many disappointments, I finally find love and perfect life companion . 💜
I promise ,I will protect our love forever. 💞
As we said... Eternety.💕

xoxo.💋
Rina

Lunch time with Dad ...

Tonight we really had a great time , actually .👍👍
I must admit I was a bit worried about if honey and dad are going to get along,
and well as I can see well,my dad is more than amazed with honey. 😀😀
The first thing my dad done  he poured the glass of beer to honey ,then I had to jump in and said to dad ,to give me other half of beer left in can .... 😰😰
And the moment I thought we passed that step with alcohol, noooo he took rakija out of somewhere.
Daaaamn....and on top of that he told a whole story how he got drunk with my brothers and his friend ,and how he got nauseous (I'm not going to tell any further than this ) ... So next to beer ,honey got a little glass of rakija to drink . At that point I had to stop my dad ,😲😲😲
or else he would make a mess of my boyfriend ,and I couldn't let that happen .  😵
Olja was also kind ,and really good host as always ,she prepared nice meal for us .
Honey liked it a lot,and most important he ate enough.So even with that he got my dad .💖👍

Really I'm so proud of him ,he really stand all those crazy questions ,and my dad's jokes and sense of humor that not much people understands. 👏💜😅
But at the end we all spoke on English , my dad actually knew some English from before but he didn't use it for a long time so he forgot a lot but BRAVO for attempt dad ,you done it almost great XDXDXD Olja helped him a lot ,and I helped Olja so we succed to communicate and even joke and laughed a lot all together  . 😆😆
After all it was great evening , we had fun ,and definetly planinng to repeat it 👌

xoxo💋
Rina

Steps to future with my love

Today we were a bit lazy to go anywhere ,and we decided to stay at home .
There were few things we wanted to do ,including applying my visa.
But what we didn't expected is that it gonna take us to do that about 4 hours.
Really , people are you serious ,it's a freaking tourist visa ?!😑
Most of the things honey did, because I believe he know what he is doing ,
If I done this ,It would last for 10 days😁😁😁

Meanwhile, I draw a bit on honey's leg ,while he was sweating and thinking about
important things required for application ..

Come on ,say it that I'm a bad girlfriend hahaha
And on top of that I wrote all on my native language ,but he still succed to translate it .
He is my clever boyfriend ,one reason more to love him even more 💕


My mom also come after work to be with us , so we talked a bit ,and I told her about the lamp who broke ,when honey turned it on  , it was funny so I laughed while explained it to mom , so honey and I end up laughing like crazy after all  ,and mom end up confused . 😂😂😂
After some time honey finished with all paper work and he send application.
so now we just have to wait for response . 👍👍👍
And we both are optimistic ( honey is more optimistic ,I'm a bit affraid )
What I know for sure is that I know I love him so much, and I'm really so so in love.💕💕 He is already 7 days now with me here in my appartment, and I feel like we are together for eternity .💘
There is no one who knew me so well and making me laugh all the time , heis the one who not judging me for who am I . 💑💓
What else I can ask more for happines. 🙏


I can't wait for the day when we won't have to worry about the leaving eachother at airports.
💖💖💖We will be together forever 💖💖💖

Lazy overload....

Yesterday was great actually, I was so happy to show off  city to my love ....
and while I done this ,I realized that my city actually do improved....
yeah ,slowly tho....but still not bad...
Since 1999 when everything was ruined after NATO agression, so we are almost healed
(exept we are poisioned with tons of radiation)😒
Anyway ,I'm most happy that my honey enjoyed yesterday,and we had lot of fun out 😛
And since today was really hot, we decided to stay inside...

We have a huge list of movies we made together ,that we want to watch together because those were symbolic this or that way to us 👌 I just hope we are going to succed finish it until he leave 😓😓
So far...we enjoy cold energy drinks ,sweets ,junk food ,and eachother presence 💕💖💗

until next one 💋
xoxo
Rina 😚

First day out with honey

I hide so much things and really didn't want to reveal anything of my personal life so far...
First of all I didn't want to show myself. And especially not my love life. 😐
I didn't want to tell anyone anything about that I found someone really special ,
someone really dear to my heart. Well actually he found me ,but the most important is that we have eachother now . 💕💖
It was really amazing how our story started ,and how we actually started to talk.
But I will keep it secret tho, because it's personal,and I'm selfish to share it 😏
So about my updates, I'm really gonna keep them short 😙
Those were taken today....as you can see ,my dear honey like to take photos of m4 while I sleep (and it's on our first day!😢)
I showed him around the city ,tried my best to remember things about all those historical places (failed) ....and we went to the Zoo ofc, and later to themost romantic place with amazing view where we took this fancy picture 😻

This is our first day, and I feel like I know him whole my life 💝
In loveee like to the MAX ..... and well this is how soulmates feel towards eachother,right ?

xoxo😚
Rina💋

Rise and shine....

Good morning...🌞🌅

Recently woke up...and I feel like s**t...😦 but oh well that is my normal state on Sunday's ...

I decided to write a bit while I sip my coffee and prepare for packing again, because hell yeah I'm moving to another apartment again. 

Yeeey (add here fake enthusiasm about all this -.-) !!!

To be honest I can't even stand this place,too anymore,because I got dissapointed . This apartment is not what I expected to be . And here my asthma got worse. So main reason why I'm moving.

I think that I can finally say I get out of my uber negative mood from previous months. 

I know it's short post ,but I have to hurry ,to finish at least half of work. 

I'll write again ^^

see ya.

xoxo

New Year - new me s**t ....

Well welll...
Happy New Year to all of you.
I hope this year will be better than previous one for you ,and as we always wish to each others is 'to all your wishes become ture' ... etc. etc.
To be honest I'm kinda lost optimism about New Year's euphoria and all that stuff...

For a short time in this brand New 2017 ,a friends that I considrered as best ones ,well
seems like it was just one side friendship . Or I'm just dumb ,I really don't know who is wrong here,
me or they ?
In other words for me I just realized I have lost two 'best' friends .
I don't know when this happened but now is obvious.

But it's better like that instead of being fake with someone.
Too bad for losted almost 10 years of friendship.
Really too bad.
Might be my fault , or theirs ...but ,if it was worth ,they would try to fix it as I tried.
Since it's not worth for them,now it's not worth for me either.

That much from me for now ^^
livin la vida locaaaa.