new environment....

It's been a while.
Lot of things happened,so I kinda not sure where to start ,nor should I write or not some of those things.
Recently I become more distrustful and more cautious around people. Not just towards new people I met but now toward everyone,those I know and those I don't.
Because even those I know for years ,and thought that are my good friends,on some way betrayed me.
But I guess I should not complain about that much, that is life ,and maybe it was my fault.
Who knows.
I decided to not worry about that ,because I have a way to much more important things to focus in my life.

To back on topic.
I changed my apartment ,last week.
Finally.
In my previous apartment I have a feeling like something is choke me. Must be the bad energy or something . That is main reason why I had to leave it. And make a fresh start.
But still I feel nostalgic because after all I spend last 13 years in that neighborhood. One day I'll go back there again.
On the other side,here is not perfect,but it's calm ,and everything is new ,so at least I'm calm on that.

P.S. It's getting colder.
       It's raining outside.